hai definatley feel unhealthy. with this foods i've been eating lol. so the past 2 days have been awesome fun with ali and katie. i had a great time. we met for lunch at ali's restaurant and then we went to the dbacks game, made fools of ourselves, met a boy named chris who was sitting behind us and went to my middle school and goes to ali and katie's high school. then we went back to ali's house and i wa ssupposed to go home, but then her mom came home and took her dad to the hospital. and it turns out he had to have his gall bladder removed. it was kinda scary. but we had a fun night anyways, prank calling ppl... which pretty much involved us singing... lol good times. and then we woke up really late like 12 and we went to the movies with katie's little sister. and then got kicked out of the movies. then my momma came and picked us up. and now i'm reading my book, "an invisible sign of my own' and its so weird, like just in the past chapter, a second grader has thrust a hatchet into her leg, and another crazy girl, lisa, anotehr second grader whose mother has cancer banged her head into the wall so hard she cracked her head open. and this poor 20year old math teacher is in the middle of it all. and the whole book is just really screwed up. its sad. but i have a weird feeling, i'm like hungry, but i'm full at the same time. there is some weird stuff going on right now.. and i hope everything works out...argh i'm just gonna satisfy my fat self with eating. goodbye for now