i'm at a boring dinner party... id on't know why my parents drag me to these things. ::Sigh:: i was just reading through my past entries... damn i was cracking up at some of them. i had so much fucking energy. like the blanket stealer one? classic. but seriously... blanket stealers suck! whoooa that sounded like such an egohead! yea! so after coming back from camp i feel like i put on 20 pounds cuz i'm used to running around everywhere and being all active. thats why i'm restless. i wish i was working or SOMETHING! during our 3 day kayak trip at camp, we went to a place called rippers, paul (one of the CILT counslers for the guys) was acting really weird... he ws the only counsler around..a nd he was taking wet sand, calling it poop and pretyt much acting likea 5 year old, dropping it behind him, as if he was pooping, throwing it in the air, saying "you must EXFOLIATE your poop!' hilarious, simply hilarious. we were all just sitting there watching his 'show' for half an hour. great entertainment! ya that was the camp s tory forthe day i'm getting so pissed off at my mom. she takes on SO much work, more than she can or should handle,and then gets all pissy. like she just came back from peru, we're having the house painted, she needs ot plan for next year, and she took this translating job! so she was like screaming at me cuzi hadn't taken the 2 things off my walls for the painters! and now we're gonna stay in like some rinky dink motel 6 i bet cuz my parents were too busy to look for hotels, even though i looked for them, found plenty, but they didn't even look at the list i gave them! GRR! so today i'm cutting fruit for my mom, and i cut myself. pretty badly too... it wouldn't stop bleeding, i don't think its stopped bleading, i have like 3 bandaids and tape all around it. maybe i'll die. seriously i go to my mom in almost tears (it fuckin hurt!) and she's like 'o just wash it off' and i'm like 'i'm bleeding to death HELP!' (well no not really i just pouted and went to the bathroom and got a bunch of bandaids soaking with blood before she FINALLY came in and helped) plus, i was like 1/3 through this book called 'the red tent' and i come into the work room,a nd i'm like mom, where's the red tent, and she says 'right here, but i don't htink you should be reading it, its much to depressing for you, only for adults' and i kinda look ath er like umm... yaa. i'm not 9 anymore. megaen read it.. so i can't? w/e of course i read it. i was readng a tree grows in brooklyn when i was like 11 and that has like raping scenes in them!? me? not mature? please! (ya ok so sometiems is ound like i'm 7, but really, i'm more maturethan i seem) grr i'm tired of writing i'll talk to ya'll later