can a dream help you get over something?
i was not having arestful sleep this morning (it is 8am) and as i was falling back asleep, i had adream about marc.
as i had fallen asleep in real life, i woke up in my newspaper room, but i hadn't opened my eyes, just a little bit to see what was giong on. it was everyone in newspaper sitting around and talking. marc was across from me, and they were talking about him and me. and he was saying that i had followed him around wanting to say goodbye and had been soo annoying. and that was not true, so i picked my head up and said it, and he was like 'hey yea, see she was listening' and then more things were said that were true, him saying why he really dumped me and for some reason the girls name was sammie and not emily. and she has bouncy bleached blonde hair, and was pretty, but in the fake sense. so then i was getting really upset and angry, so one of my friends amanda who is in paper with me said 'do you want to go into the other room?' so she took me to the computer room, and then this tv crew started following us. turns out this whole time i had been taped as a like 'real life' high school student. so they follow me in, i sit against the wall, amanda is next to me and theyre' interviewing me. then marc walks in and sits down across to see what i have to say. i forget what they asked me, but questions relevant to marc. and marc was just so rude, and didn't care about anyone else, and when i asked him what i was for then, he said 'just for fun' the worst part was that my mind had made marc look really cute. but when i looked him, i saw he was goodlooking but then was overcome by what he had done and how he was acting. he was jsut being an asshole.
could this dream be real? may as well be. i just find it amazing, eye opening, i mean i sprang up out of bed and had to write it down somewhere. i feel a little more over him because of this random dream. seriously, i wasn't thinking about marc or why he broke up with me as i was falling asleep or anything. it just came up. and marc being the biggest asshole ever really helped me.
thank you so much subconcious!
Ryann