soo recalcitrant was one of our vocab words awhile back. it means stubborn. well, today i found out kat is moving. kat used to be a good friend of mine last year...but then she just switched friends. i don't hate her at all, things like that happen, its happened to me. sure i'm sad about it, she's realy cool and funny and fun to hang out with, i just could always tell she wasn't ....satisfied last year. hopefully this year she is. she's moving to seattle (a city that i LOVE) in 2 months. how horrible is that? way to pick up your family, not only in the middle of high school but in the middle of the school year! accross the country to a completely different place. she has lived in az for a while. i really want to approach her, and tell her i'll miss her and talk to her...but i haven't really talked to her beyond hi's ...and its uncomfortable. why do people have to change? so many people have grown, grown apart, closer together, and in every other direction. i don't know where i fit..or what to do. i try to hang on to the few really good friends i have and stick with them . speaking of my few good friends, david got a car yesterday, for his birthday. he was not supposed to get a car! but he got a VW golf! how cool is that? it rocks. his mom called me, to be part of the surprise, but she called on the main line, and although that phone was on my bed, i was half sleeping and i heard it ring, but decided not to get it, because no one calls for me on that line. oh well. david came by later and i got to drive the car, its really awesome. i was so confused on what to get him, absolutely clueless, so i just went to target and walked around and picked out whatever i would like and what i thought he might find ...useful...liuke a nerf gun, a perfection key chain game, a carton of milk duds and some packets of poprocks. well i'm going to santa fe tomorrow! its weird, i'm not excited right now. i think the excitement wil hit when i get to the airport. SANTA FE OR BUST!!!!