last cigarette: never last kiss: last night last good cry: oh wow...the friday i found out i needed surgery...but that was a while ago last movie seen: school of rock last book read: Life of Pi Still reading: My Antonia last beverage drank: water last food consumed: ice cream last crush: marc last phone call: mackenzie last tv show watched: umm something on vh1... last shoes worn: my diesel shoes last cd played: guster last item bought: from my own money? a movie ticket last annoyance: being so damn confused last disappointment: in myself last soda drank: i don't drink much soda! umm but umm probably...sprite...like a month ago last thing written: by hand...lacrosse registration form last key used: house keys last word spoken: words to 'painter song' by norah jones last sleep: on the couch about 3 hours ago last im: swift, sophie and kelly last weird encounter:i saw mackenzie today if that counts last ice cream eaten: coffee with cookie dough last time amused: today reading ryann's diary (tennis ball hitting her in the head) last time in love: ugh, i don't know...maybe now? maybe? grrr last time hugged: last night last time scolded: this morning, but then my dad took it back (heh heh heh) last chair sat in: computer chair last lipstick used: deep red last underwear worn: my underwear is ugly last bra worn: nude color last shirt worn: long sleeve grey shirt last time dancing: today I HURT: when people don't like me I LOVE: to be held I HATE: suicide bombings I FEAR: death, failure, rejection, robbers, sex offenders I HOPE: to be happy I FEEL: confused I HIDE: from people that don't like me I DRIVE: mya white ford taurus I MISS: camp I LEARNED: to forgive I NEED: to be loved I THINK: things might be getting better... current clothes: grey long sleeve and jeans with socks current mood: comfortable current music: nothing at all current taste: coffee ice cream current hair: my nautural hair..up in a ponytail annoyance: the looming pile of homework waiting for me current smell: mom's cooking thing i should be doing: reading my antonia or doing my research project current desktop picture:the sunrise at catalina refreshment: the rain current worry: world peace