i don't know why, but i'm in a good mood. maybe its a combination of not wanting to take th emath test tomororw, because math currently, is like the chaotic state of the world. and maybe because i had a gingerbread latte. lacrosse has started. running 8 laps today wasn't bad, i wasn't getting out of breath as easily, but just my ankles started feeling numb. maybe because i wasnt wearing good socks. ren and i were telling each other stories as we ran, but she was getting way out of breath...suprisingly i wasn't. maybe it was the decongestant i was taking. Anyways, my ankles sstarted feeling really numb, and really cramped, and really hurting, so i walked a loop and just shook em out and rolle dthem. i feel like such a wuss, all those girls can like lap me, and i get ankle problems. i can always imagine myself running forever....but i never can. telling stories helped a lot, and ithink im going to bring books on cd, because i get really bored when i'm running. maybe thats some of my problem too. I get bored, and start thinking about how much it hurts, and how much running sucks. It was hilarious though, at first when i was telling my story, there were a ton of girls with us in a group, so i had to yell it so everyone could hear. what fun! So i'm a single girl right, and all of my friends have been giving me crap 24/7 to get a boyfriend and they've been giving me suggestions for like multiple boys that "like" me, but that's not what i'm all about, i like to meet people to get to know someone, to find out who they are for who they are and not what people tell me they are. But there's one guy that i can't get out of my mind, yeah it sounds cheesy but it's true nonetheless, even tho i'm just a kid i really am able to show passion and love, my friends tell me how i need to deal with him, but i'm reluctant to listen. I think i'll just wait it out and see what happens, i know he doesn't like me like i do him, but something constantly tells me otherwise... in many ways, i'm the only one actually interested in anything between us, but i'm such an idiot that i'm never able to conjure up the courage to tell him life is good, besides my lack of money. so i fyou know me, and have a babysitting job or anything for me. I will take it. i need moola. well off to try and solve math problems, although there is no point. OH and tomorrow, sophie and nikki are bringing pumpkin pie to lunch, so we can ahve a school thanksgiving! I heart pumpkin pie! goodnight all!