so i wrote this very emotional entry...and then the interent went haywire. all i really eremember from that entry was something like why do i hurt so much. why do i cry so much. i'm in a better mood than then. i still feel unwanted though, isolated. ahh i don't feel like talking about it. in short, i'm afraid i might be depressed, but i dunno hopefully its just a long bout of pms. we will see. the commerical with the unhappy blob says sympstoms persist for 2 weeks....herrmmm... i'm done typing