hello! i feel jolly because jolly reminds me of santa clause, cuz i'm kinda acting like him today i woke up at 1pm this morning, the latest i have woken up all year. it slightly scared me, for i had lost half the day! so at 6 o'clocky, when we ate dinner, i had only been awake 5 hours! but it was ok, because dinner was good and i ate too much. i decided to go out and have some nightlife fun, so my mom and i went to costco and wal-mart. in that one night we spent 200$. whew. at costco i felt like all these guys were looking at me. two thoughts were running through my head "they are all looking at me cuz i'm a freak and look funny" or "they're all not looking at me and i'm just insane." i think the latter. but i bought candy and such at costco... where i also saw a pair of twin girls. about 4 years old and so cute! they are so much cuter than those marykate and ashley girls. and they were all sayin how they really needed apples. and they would look at the fish and poke them. (they would exclaim ; "Squishy fish!") i want twins! i actually was a twin... but my twin died in my mothers stomach. my parents never knew the sex of it, but i know it was a boy. its just a feeling i have. kind of like twin telepathy. my parents said though, that if 'it' (he) had been born, he would've had brain defects and such. its sad. but anyways, we went to walmart where i bought a bunch of stuff for willa and allie, who are at camp right now. i swear i'm spoiling them! lol. i'm sending them a care package so i got thema ton of stuff including glow stick necklaces popper (to scare their counslers with) 4th of july sparkly decorations nailpolish lip gloss face masks (For a spa cabin time) water guns and candy. the funny thing about the candy is, techinically you're not allowed to send candy (for unknown reasons) so the thing to do, (at least for girls) is to get a tampon box, and empty out the tampons, and put candy in, and seal the tampon box back up. its great. so i have 2 tampon boxes, one is sooo heavy cuz there are like 15 candy bars in there, and the other is full of ringpops. don't you wish you were getting this care package?' since i'm cool an all, im' gonna go to sleep cuz i'm hiking pinnacle peak tomorrow sweet dreams!