these past few weeks, things have changed so rapidly. people have changed. my private entry, wasn't anything bad about anyone, just some personal thoughts. i'll give ya line from it though... i feel as though i'm being carried by a current of time, its moving with such swiftness that i can't stop myself. thats really my feelings right now, time is flying by...and i want it to stop. o my i miss marc. well i don't know if imiss him...or if i miss the idea of him, of a boyfriend. i went home with jesse today to work on our project. it was a little uncomfortable, but she's a really cool girl. wish i could be better friends with her. julia has been acting i don't know weird lately. well she and nikki have always, i guess been close, and i've felt excluded. well when i have not been excluded from any kind of group, tell me when. maybe she's stressed, she is really busy and her family stuff, well i'd be a huge bitch if that was all happening to me. i'm getting more and more stressed as the days go on. i'm gonna fall apart. well i have a driving lesson today, so if you see me in a car with a ncie big 'institute for driver's safety' sign on it, thats me. go ahead, honk, yell things at me, embarass me please. i am happy, i swear!