All the past years, i was so excited for school, that i wouldn't be able to sleep the night before. but for some odd reason, this year, i fell asleep quite quickly, and i didn't feela tinge of excitement or nerves until the car pulled up to the school, then i got a surge of it, but it quickly died down as i entered the halls, and saw the same people, in the same 'cliques', even in the same areas they would mill around in the mornings as last year....kind of sad, really. some of my teachers seem very passive....and i like the hyper ones that keep me awake (ie, Dr. mashburn, who i have come to the conclusion was quite insane) i'm only liking one of them so far, mr. ross, i have him for newspaper, and he seems very very cool. like jazzy, cool. like cool as fall cool. then, a teacher who i thought seemed very cold and uptight, my sister said was very cool, and all i ahve to do is tell her that my sister is my sister and i'll be 'in' ooook... saw nicole in the halls today, got one hi, and quite the cold shoulders... i kind of laughed... i was ready to scream out "david is my friend!" but then it hink she might not like him anymore...because i'm freinds with him. hahahahahha oh that girl makes me laugh. but anyways today after school i went to the good egg with megan, nikki, tyler (ech) zack, alan, and sophie and kristen kind of showed up there, which was pretty cool and they joined us. i had avery very good meal. sophie had this awesome skirt, and a bag that was like an old vinyl record, and then the handles were made out of bright yellow rope. she has such a cool style of her own, i love it. its exciting to see what she wears to school every day! lol after the good egg, megan, nikki and i went to megan's house and just chilled. for some reason, iwas hit with sleepiness, i think it was from th emeal...and all ireally wanted to do was just kind of bonk out on her bed. but i guess i got over that... and i did something super stupid we'er looking for a new coach, and this girl megan on my team is our current coach's little sister. but for some reason, i always think of them as separate. so you know when you speak b4 you think? yea thats me today. i saw megan in the halls today, right as school was starting, haven't seen ehr all summer, and i was kind of acting hyper cuz i dunno groups of people make hyper/jittery?and so i was just babbling about lacrosse, and i gues si let it slip that we were looking for a new coach. soooooo now she's all pissed and now we won't ahve a coach and it will be ALL MY FAULT! FUCK IT DAMN IT! i might as well just quit lacrosse! my gawd, now the girls on lax don't like me that much from the start, but now they're gonna HATE me which is kind of weird, cuz really, this whole time they've been talking about how we're looking for a new coach, but then once its brought out into theo pen... they deny it. AHHH! i think i'm going to become a mute a quitet girl that sits in the library and does her studies. i am so thirsty for friendship