he was there. I walked into newspaper today and guess who was standing by ross's desk. The one, the only, marc. it was such a surprise i felt the blood rush from my face, my stomach go 'oh fuck' and me wanting to hide in the wall. I thought i would never have to see the first guy who truly broke my heart again. I thought he was long gone, and maybe i'd pass by him on the street, but never at my school! It was so akward, and then he talked to me later and he was so disgustingly sweet i wanted to hug him/rip his face off. he goes to college in idaho. idaho? who goes there? what do they do, eat potatoes and ride cows? whatever. the event today took me by total surprise and will probably occupy my mind for the next few days. GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!