college is great, but i use this to vent not to give updates on my days. my venting. boys. i met this wonderful guy, really cute and smart and i thought he liked me too. well i think he does. but lately i feel like he only calls/talks to me when he wants to. doesn't necessarily answers my calls or texts or things like that. i've had that with another, and it doesn't feel good. it makes me feel like i'm a nagging little bitch who they only talk to when they have to. and i make sure i don't call him every five seconds, let alone every day. maybe i'm old fashioned but i like some effort. in the beginning it was like that. effort. we went out to lunch, and things like that. i guess nothing good can last. i told him i need to talk to him. and i'm going to tell him how i feel. that i like him, but i'm not feeling it back. well i was, but not lately. and the bad thing? i can see him going along with some other girl, right now. love it. i guess its my fault for falling for someone so early in the year. stupid me. luckily sigma kappa will keep me slightly busy. and i'll just get really into my school work and new friends. stupid hadas. because i just know, that today when i talk to him. he'll be like 'sorry, i did like you but not anymore.' and thats what i get myself into.