ok this is great, 5 minutes ago i heard this noise, and at first i think its coming form upstairs and i get really freaked out cuz i thought it was a burglar. then i thought it might be from the neighbors, doing something with a car (i dunno) so i go outside, and its FIREWORKS! i haven't seen fireworks in ages! o it made me so happy but i was breathless cuz i was running up and down the stairs, cuz i couldn't see very well from outside so i had to go into my window, stand on the toiled while looking from the bathroom window (also a good view for when they have the hot air balloons) so there is this movie on abc family called this time around. and it kinda relates to my slight obsessive crush on this one boy back in 5th to 6th grade (name to be withheld, let us call him...frank) i was in franks class for 4th grade, altho i paid no mind to him and by 5th grade i was smitten (why? i have no clue... u know...10 year old love can go that way) o my diary is filled with pages about frank. it was the same in 6th grade but then he became the boyfriend of this slut (yes in sixth grade, there were sluts. she wasn't exactly one.. but lets call her sara was obvious to become one... and lo and behold she did) and my heart was broken. no matter i moved on as all obsessive crushers do. maybe one day, when i'm older, we shall meet again and he will fall in love with me. doubtful...frank is the kind of boy that will marry his high school sweetheart, have 3 kids, a pleasant house in the suburbs... u know... i have this random headache... and its like this one spot on the top of my head... alittle towards the right and front... so weird... so hurts. i've figured that i drink water for everything. headache? water. stomache ache? water. cramps? water. its the curing medicene! umm i have no more to say.. altho i bet you 2 cents i will have some later. farewell for now.