NOTE TO SELF: LIFE DOES NOT EQUAL FANFICTION. This thing I had with Casey... if we were in love, it would have been like this. Do I want my life to be like this? That question is beginning to reoccur more often nowadays. Dear God. I just had a funny thought: If I think like this now, then what the HELL am I going to be up to in college!? :x LMAO.