I just want to say that Casey and I have perfected communication via away message. x_x Casey's in bold. I'm in italics. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Rini: FAIL Rini: Where did Casey go DX Rini: We're having an away conversation :x Ivy: O_O Ivy: od uwah? Rini: Yeahhhh it's a little OD ish Rini: So I signed on Rini: And his away said: Hives all over, stomach's killing me. Fuck everything. Rini: And I felt bad, so in my away I put this: { Why don't you rest your fragile bones? A minute ago you looked alone. Stop waving your arms; you're safe and dry. Breathe in and drink up the winter sky. } --"The Lightning Strikes: The Sunlight Through the Flags" Ivy: o_O Rini: And so he changes his away and puts: Feeling better! Now I don't feel like scratching my skin off. Ivy: oh uh O_O Ivy: aww Rini: But then there was a little line he added soon after saying: Just tell me so I can stop caring. Rini: So I was like x_X Rini: And I put this: { These accidents of faith and nature -- They tend to stick in the spokes of you. But every now and then, the trend bucks And you're repaired by more than glue. } --"The Lightning Strikes: The Sunlight Through the Flags" Rini: To kind of reassure him Ivy: awww Rini: And then he puts: Errors keep stacking. What happened to that last question? Was it just an empty gesture? Rini: I HAD TO THINK REALLY HARD Rini: At first I thought it was from my first away's lyrics: "Why don't you rest your fragile bones?" Rini: But then that didn't make sense Rini: AND THEN I REMEMBERED Rini: in my break-up letter to him, my last sentence was, "Can I be your best friend? Your first girlfriend, Irene" Rini: AND I WAS LIKE SHIT. Ivy: ohh i saw that status of his Ivy: o0ddddddddddd! Ivy: :[[ Rini: So now my away is this one now { Goodness knows I saw it coming, Or at least I'll claim I did, But in truth I'm lost for words. } --"Chocolate" { I find it easier to sit and stare Than push my limbs out towards you right there.... I struggle for the words and then give up; My head's up with the birds on the t-hut.... Please take your time, I'm not in any rush, And it's in everything I ever write. } --"Spitting Games" Nothing I do is without meaning. Rini: But he went to take a shower, and either his computer failed and shut off, or he signed off DX Ivy: aww :[[ Ivy: dude for u to be able to quite all of these things xD Ivy: wait are they songs? Rini: LMAO yeah Rini: Snow Patrol songs Rini: From the new album I downloaded Ivy: ohh ok xD Rini: IT'S EPIC THAT I KEEP FINDING LYRICS TO SEND THOUGH Ivy: i thought they were fanfic shits for a second XD Ivy: but the i was like oh waittt singers XD Ivy: cause u tend to quite fanfics od xD Rini: Fanfics are harder to find things to quote hahaa Rini: Too long XD Ivy: yeah word xD Rini: Songs are perfect, but it's a matter of finding something that says what you want to say Ivy: word up - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ... And then he signed off. I think it was quite unfair that I didn't get a response. =/ But as Ivy says, I've just got to stop "caring so much" -- no, not caring but worrying. Though I have to admit that my maternal instincts have been kicking in. I just want to see him well taken care of. :[ Anyhow: Ivy: dude Ivy: i have a random question.. u dont have to answer and menaaa i know its none of my business Ivy: but idk i was thinking about the whole status thing Ivy: and hmm Ivy: would u ever be willing to go out again with casey/ Ivy: *? Rini: No :x Ivy: ahh okie Rini: :[ Rini: No I wouldn't Rini: Maybe in 5 years Rini: But nowhere near now Rini: And that 5 years doesn't mean he should try again in 5 years XD Rini: More like... if he's a different person in 5 years =/ Rini: But my answer is no. Ivy: aww Ivy: okay - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - At least Moleca made me feel better though XD. Rini: We're so damn indirect :X Rini: But that's how I usually do things anyway @_@ Moleca: @______@ Moleca: FOR ME TO HAVE MISSED ALL OF THIS! Rini: LOL Rini: NO ONE NOTICED ANYHOW XP Moleca: lmao i was watching some random feudal k-drama with my mom xD Rini: He just signed off like 5 minutes ago Moleca: DAMMIT Moleca: I WOULD HAVE LMAO Moleca: But guhhhhh Rini: LOL TRUE THAT XD Rini: But meebo messes up your aways xP Rini: The timing, at least Moleca: LMAO TRUE THAT Moleca: sometimes i can't keep up so it's like RARARARAR Moleca: but ahhh @_@ Rini: Has my away updated noww? lmfao Moleca: with things like these it's hard to tell whether they'll get better over time or if it'll get worse @_@ Rini: True Moleca: you think he's gonna be online later? Rini: Probably Rini: I think his computer logged off or something when he went to take a shower? Rini: He wouldn't leave like that Rini: Unless what I said made him mad Rini: But I don't think so? DX Moleca: ahhhhhhh the subtlety kills! Rini: YEAH TRUE THAT Rini: But that's my proclivity DX Moleca: hehehe proclivity Rini: LMAO YO Rini: I FEEL PROUD USING THAT WORD CORRECTED LOL Moleca: but yeah, seeing how he made those aways, it seems like it's his as well DX Rini: But it was after I typed the word XD Rini: And yeahhhhhhhh true that Rini: BUT IT WAS BAD WHEN I WAS IN GC MODE FOR LIKE A WEEK Moleca: LMAOO YEAH Rini: BECAUSE JOSEPHING KEPT SENSING THAT HE WAS RESPONDING TO THOSE AWAYS TOO DX Moleca: GUHHH Moleca: DAMN HISPANICS Moleca: sooner or later i feel that you both are going to be somehow forced into a moment where the only thing you can do is bring things out in the open @_@ Rini: PROBABLY Rini: The universe wouldd align itself that way lol. Moleca: lmaooo indeed it wouldddd! Moleca: but lmao i really do applaud you in finding the most perfect lyrics for all of this XD Rini: YO Rini: I APPLAUD SNOW PATROL'S AMAZINGNESS XD Moleca: maybe that in itself is trying to tell you something! XD Moleca: LOL that too! Rini: OH TRUE THAT Rini: Hm XD Rini: That means that the universe prefers us to use all this subtlety XDD Moleca: for now, at least XDD Moleca: the day you run out of songs is the day where everything will be like "OH SHIT" Rini: LMFAO Hahaa. Hilarious xD. ♥ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - P.S. Before I go, I just wanted to share this thing that Ivy wrote and put in her profile. I like it a lot. i will laugh and live for me. you are part of the past, a story i won't forget, but one that i won't read again any time soon. you unintentionally made me stronger. and you may have broken me, but guess what? I FIXED ME.