Staying up with you studying until 5 AM has become a routine of mine of ours.

Except last night's routine was made different by one kiss.

"I really want to kiss you right now," I said.

I wasn't lying when I told you that it was the best kiss that I have ever had. I don't even like kissing. I just like kissing you. Maybe it's because my feelings for you are the best feelings I've ever felt for someone else. I feel so intimate with you.

I already told Phil that this feels like love. And I'll never forget how you confessed your feelings for me with the phrase, "I think I'm falling for you."

Not, "I like you," or, "I like you a lot," or, "I really like you," or, "Will you be my girlfriend?"

I love "I'm falling for you" better than all of these.... Hahaa... you keep saying that this is your first everything, and yet... you're doing better off than anyone else ever had.

I replied, "Same."

Because I would say that I myself am falling for you too. Fast.

That honeymoon phase thing that I was scared of? I'm wallowing deep in it right now -- I almost hate myself for it :X. But, I'm realizing that instead of wanting your hands all over my skin, I simply want my hand in yours. I love it when we play idly with our fingertips. I love how you brush at my feet when I'm studying, sitting near you. Simply, I want to love you. This is so different, so comfortable, amazing, and easy. It's almost scary.

"You make me happy," I said.

... It makes me fear what we will be like when it gets difficult. #awareness #expectations #summer

The honeymoon phase is always the easiest.

But... if this is love... I shall not compare this to anything less or anything past. Because such a comparison would not do this justice.

If this is love, this would be better than all of that.