[Throwback: March 27th, 2008.]

okay, some of you might already know that i sometimes like to make my life known to the world through the random facets of the internet.
and most of you know that a hobby of mine is using AIM away messages as my status away messages, lolz.
i.e. i have a status message = i’m actually away or really bored.
i have an away message = i’m available. IM me!
XD

well, truth is, i just can’t stand being completely isolated. i would go insane.
leave me alone with only my own thoughts, and i will rip myself apart from the inside.
i can’t really explain it, but it’s basically that i can’t think too much on life, on love, on the universe, or other things that are bigger concepts than i can grasp, because they would swallow me up with no mercy.

so i’ve already got a solution for AIM - the away message. and occasionally, the status message.
and now on facebook, i’ve got this blog app. :|
hm.
now i need something for gaia. XD
myspace is on its own - i’m still afraid to go on that when i’m home lolz.
even just its name is marked taboo under my roof.
oh well.

so my laptop seems to be working again.
shit. i really wanted a new one.
and now i feel completely ousted from my computer because i’ve been burning all my data onto CDs, so that we can wipe the whole damn thing clean with the windows XP disc.
i’ve been saving everything on my memory sticks! arghhh. it’s so obnoxious.
i’m wondering if one of these days, when i’m home alone, i should manually break this thing.
bang it against the wall a few times.
and then my dad will have absolutely no excuse to not get me a laptop. lolz.

but see, i’m wondering if i should wait until college and spend a great big wad of money getting the best laptop there is.
because if i get it now, it might become outdated then, when i really need it. lolz.

yes, i think i’ll just keep my old one until it really breaks.
:/

okay, another thing:
my friends and i have kind of been going through hell with this global project thing.
it’s an “interactive cold war timeline.” and we’re actually building something.
@_@
thing is, i’m absolutely too much of a perfectionist to be working on a group project like this.
i want everything to be reinforced with tape, so it doesn’t break/fold/curl.
i want everything even and leveled - “DAMMNIT, josephine, WHERE’S THE SANDPAPER!”
(btw, i don’t want to tell you what we’re doing, because the other groups might steal it, lmaoo.)
but anyways, i took two of “them” home yesterday, because i insisted that they needed to be reinforced.
and then i ended up spending about an hour “sandpapering” all their edges with a nail filer.
A NAIL FILER. because i didn’t have sandpaper.
i’m such an idiot. an idiotic perfectionist.
but trust me when i say that those two will be the sexiest out of the five that we’re making.
:D