oh fuck i'm too lazy to write about my whole stay here in texas. i love my cousins! they're so awesome to live with, and their dog is so adorable! yes, im sorry this entry is retarded, but i just want people to know that i AM STILL ONLINE on this site. i wonder if there's a lot of people who still check their diaries! i don't know if i already posted this poem: "Young Love With Reckless Liquor" They laugh out loud raucously, their blind carelessness echoing in the brisk city air. Consumed in darkness, they stumble through the alley. The couple collapses like dominoes, but they catch each other in the tick of a second. Still, in this sinister and rash night, it is as if they are on a mountain’s peak and are not afraid of falling. The stream of beer flows down their throats from another tip of the glass bottle in the light of the midnight moon. Then it falls to the ground, shattering just like how a broken time glass would. Its sand spills out on the dirty pavement of the curb. The light of the tunnel is upon them. There is a screech on the road, and an inhuman scream of massive pain. The car crashes through her and into the brick wall-- Then an incineration consumes her. The world implodes into a burning hell before him, his eyes, gazing upon the human and metal debris. He falls to his knees. Her blood, a tear sliding down his cheek, Her life, a speck in the wind, And his heart, now a rock: Eternally alone in the deepest abyss of the ocean.