I've always wondered.
When someone says, "I'm not looking for a relationship right now," do they ever really mean it?
In my own humble opinion, it's kind of obvious that we only mean it until we see the potential of a relationship with someone. Then, that's when it gets hard. I mean, do we keep this mentality, or do we go for that potential potential?
And this is all hypothetical, lol; it hasn't happened to me or anything, just to clarify.
Either way, I would love to tell this to your face, and maybe I will sometime soon, because that's how things are starting to look now, lol:
You wished it for me, and I wish the same for you.
In all honesty, I hope you find her.
Everybody needs somebody like that.