I've got Telepopmusik on. You know what that means.

I mean, there's only one person that I associate Telepopmusik with.

Goddamn. Would the healthiest thing be to cut off all ties with you, or would that just be naîve and torturous?

I am trying to read Frankenstein in peace here, for God's sake.

>_<

Oh look. Three hours and 10 minutes until I have lived 17 years of my life. Fucking unreal.

Is there a reason why I keep thinking about you? This is unhealthy.

...

Would you miss me?

I supose that to some extent...

I love you.

[Edit from the day after:]

P.S. God, really, you were right.

I have conformed. This entry sounds so stupid. -_-

But at least I learned so much about myself from you. Thank you.

[Edit] (September 21, 2009) I was just reading this over, and I wanted to add that I've let you go. I'll always wonder about you, but if anything, I trust God to bring you back to me if we are meant to be. I have that much faith. Still, I hope that Life will throw you bits and pieces that will keep you from abandoning me to memory, because God knows that Life has done the same to me. God bless, and take a little of me with you wherever you go. ♥

[Edit] (October 25, 2009) I kneww I wrote an entry like this. Let me take out that heart after "wherever you go". I've got to learn to not just be a little teenage girl.