I guess I'm a dreamer

by jenn
Feeling: abandoned
I want her back...I wish she cared... I mean..I know she cares..it just kills me cause we'll act like everything's normal and shit, and I don't see how the hell I'm supposed to act like everything's normal, when nothing feels right. I just...*sigh*...I wanna hold her in my arms again and have it really mean something. It's killing me....
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god im so sorry... i dont know what to do.. i guess im pretending that everything is ok, cause i need it to be ok.. i cant feel pain right now.. i just cant stand it.. it.. well, it hurts.. if i would have know it was hurting you this bad i would have sucked it up... you know i love you, and you know that i care... im frorever sorry for what im doing to you.. please believe that im not doing it on purpose. i would never try to hurt you..