you ever get to that point in life where it just feels like you may as well give up because no one would notice and it's not gonna make a difference anyway? Anyway, so I'm kinda frustrated with the fact that I haven't seen any of my close friends in a long while. It sucks. But I guess with my jacked up sleeping schedule (and everyone else being busy too), I won't for awhile. Speaking of which, Cole called me the other night. Apparently he hadn't called in awhile because "his phone got melted in a house fire, and he couldn't remember my number until it just came to him." Odd, huh? How ironic that it would happen right around now. Anyway, I'm pretty much sick of life, so I'm gonna go sulk about it.