So Devin and I are having issues lately, and I'm flipping. I'm really worried that I'm gonna lose her. I don't to lose her in a romantic sense, but if I have to, I'll live with it. I can't lose her as a friend. I'd miss her like CRAZY. Not to mention that I really care about her and want her in my life. I dno...we've been I guess "arguing"(?) lately over stuff..and it worries me...cause I really do like her, and I'm afraid that she's just gunna be like, "Fuck you." and walk away. She said that she's done trusting people and getting hurt..but..I've trusted her, and wouldn't it be unfair to up and leave when that'd mean she was doing to me what she doesn't want done to her? *sigh* I dno. That just confused me. I'm tired. Anyway, I'm prolly gonna get myself in trouble talking about this, but I don't want to hide anything from anyone anymore. I'm sick of trying to protect people. So open and raw here it is. *sigh* I'm going to bed. Night.