So Devin was probably right to not get involved with me. I want to be with Rachel. And this sucks. Because I know that we won't be together, and I know that this will tear me up and ruin my chances for other relationships. This is stinky. Strangely though, today, and maybe only today, I'm okay. And it's nice sometimes to feel okay. Oh, and I wrote a poem earlier. It just sorta came to me after my shower. lol "Stop Complaining" Stop your complaining, Your life isn't bad. Nothing's really wrong. You're just mad. Mad at the world, 'Cauase it's not on your side. Mad at the world, And trying to hide. So stop your complaining, There's nothing going on. You're just upset, Trying to fuel the bombs. The bombs in this world, That no one can stop. The bombs in this world, That build until the pop. So stop your complaining There's nothing you can do To make anyone pay attention Or even hear you. So stop your complaining. It pretty much sucks, but *shrugs* whatever. The first part's always more inspired than the end. Whatever..lol L8R kids