its like i cant walk away from him no matter how shitty it makes me feel and it drives me (and my friends) crazy. fuck it. ~these pills make me feel goooood.~ so my brother came back. which is good. but he has been mean to me lately. even though i took him to a fat ass party last night. its whatever. so this party. good times. lots of hot guys. i didnt hook up with anyone but i def tried. you cant win them all i guess. aimee made out with aaron. made his fuckin week. so cute. * * * so maybe i have a little crush on jeff. he takes care of me. i mean who doesnt like that? he isnt the greatest looking but he plays the drums and thats hot. off to bed...3 am...