1:58 am i hate that i wait all week for the weekend. then it comes and i have nothing to do. its like id rather be at work than fucking doing nothing. tonite i went to fourth street live with the ladies to celebrate madi's birthday. it was fun but the night ended fairly early and here i am now. bored as fuck. its not fair. i even have a blunt to smoke. but what fun is it gonna be to roll it up and go bake in my car in my driveway by myself. its like i'll be high but i wont have anyone to laugh at so i'll just get paranoid and freak myself out instead. lame. you would think everyone would be dying to smoke a free blunt but its just not true. and to make everything even more lame, i called shaun to hang out and his ass fell asleep at like 11:30. so, i guess im solo tonite. solo smoking. solo sleeping. bleh.