new years resolutions are kind of bullshit. i dont even remember what mine were last year, but im sure they were lame. this year, im dead serious about them. here they go: 1. to finally, once and for all, quit doing drugs. im sick of them. i feel stupid and depressed when im on them. they cost a lot of money and seriously, i need a new hobby. 2. to not let guys walk all over me like im a fucking door mat. i did enough of that in 2005 to last me a lifetime. and 3. to lose weight. but i know that wont happen so im just gonna mention it but just know that its pretty much just bullshit. 4. no more fast food. it wont last, but im gonna try. there they are. i know i can do this. 2006 is my new beginning. wish me luck...