everyday i love him just a little bit more, a little bit more, a little bit more, everyday i love him just a little bit more, and he loves me the same * * * we went to sticky nikki's party last night. it was fun. we smoked a lot. aimee got shitty. nikki hooked up. it was good times. i hoped you-know-who would be there but he wasnt. i havent gone to sleep yet. i feel like shit though. * * * i called tim this morning at like 6:45. i miss him so fucking much. i wish i could fuckin rewind time. i would do everything different. i hate feeling alone. it sucks. he said he'd call later-but i know he wont. i took some sleeping pills to sleep away my heartache. ftw. edit: that mike jones kid is the biggest lameass. he puked off of one fucking forty ounce last nite. then he fell asleep on the couch. aimee was going to hook up with him, but she told him to go home instead. mike jones=loser.