my mother said when i was a baby she prayed that i would have a good husband, and if i am always stuck on tim, then im not even looking for my good husband. but i really wish he would come along soon. smother me with his love and attention. give me a flower and a hug or some shit. where are you good husband?
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i hate him for making me love him. i didnt even want to at first. i just wanted a boyfriend. and then he fell in love and made me love him. now here i am a year and a half later wishing i had never met him. wishing that i could forget him. and how i regret sharing so much with someone who can walk away so easily. im just so stupid.
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my bed is indefinately empty.
i know what you mean. u give it all, cus u think its mutual, and u think itll last. then for them just to throw u away... meh. ur right, love does suck.
listen, i know its hard to get over losing your first love...and you really never forget your first love, they will always hold a special place in your heart...but trust me, it will get easier. i know it might seem like the end of the world now, but little by little, it will start hurting less and less...but maybe you should take a break from talking to him, at least until you can do so without it hurting you.