one month of school left. im ready for a break. thanksgiving, christmas, new years, valentines day... i need a second job to support my holidays. i need a second job badly. i need to find one soon. still working out everyday. im half surprised it has lasted this long. usually my work out plans are short lived. i feel like i should be seeing better results right now and im not. i need to change my diet but its so hard to get started. i think i'll just snort cocaine. nah, i cant afford it. the weather for fall has been extremely warm. i was even sweating today at school. i hope it lasts. the cold weather makes me feel lonely. boyfriend? friend? fuck buddy? nope, none of it. i think this is the longest ive gone without being involved with someone. its a lot different then what im used to. more boring mainly.