ooo. this transition feels good. and hurts at the same time. and im doing well though. im looking forward, letting go of the past. i wish he was upset. i wish he could see that if one of his friends could abandon him, that he was obviously a piece of shit. i wish he called to say he was sorry. but then again i dont. im glad he doesnt care because i dont want to start to care again. im dedicated to moving forward. my life is on a new track and it only goes one way. and that the way im goin.