so gina isnt going to be my friend anymore because i 'do this all the time.' im like ok? dont be my friend. i always have to beg her to forgive me no matter how big or small my fault was. and yet, no matter what she does, i always act like its no big deal and get over it. she said that so many people have told her that i treat her shitty. i didnt know this, but if so many people were telling her that, then why didnt she ever say anything to me? none of this really matters though because i dont care if we are friends or not. she hasnt been there for me in a while and im not concerned with it. she knows i love her and wouldnt want her to be mad at me but im not going to say im sorry twenty million fucking times. so thats that. two friends down this week...more to go.