i did a bit of window shopping for christmas presents today. i had intentions on buying things but i couldnt find anything i thought anyone would like. i hate trying to shop for someone else. you never know if what you spend your hard earned money on will be good enough to give to anyone. fuckkkk. i even had a list of everyone's name and what i wanted to get them. but then at the stores it just seemed lame. christmas always sneaks up on me. damn you consumer ridden holiday! i wish it could be like the old days when everyone just liked frankensense and murr. i gotta lot of murr hanging out around here. i wouldnt even need to buy any.