its all this medicine we're taking. i prescribe myself with high doses of medical marijuana, xanax bars, and long periods of sleep and work mixed with a little hennessy here and there. add bullshit, stir, sip until crazier than before. the doctor puts me on anti depressants. they make me feel cold hearted but i dont cry so i just go with the flow. its all this medicine we're taking. its making us crazy to think that we are crazy without it. im over it.