[you move your mouth you shake your tongue you vibrate my ear drums] i have long since let go of the bitterness i felt towards gina. i love her unconditionally and i eventually just accepted that. if we never speak again, i will still not have a foul thought for her. we had some times in life that can never compare to anything else. we stood, foreheads on glass, leaned over the railing, and stared straight down onto the ants of chicago from the top of the sears tower. we shared a view few have been brave enough to even glance at. we napped in the park like homeless under a shady tree. the wind was providing outdoor air conditioning. nothing was ever more perfect, then the time spent with gina. never a dull moment, always a silly smile. she has the boldest fashion statements i have ever seen. she is one of a kind and even if we never think about each other again, she is truly one of the most memorable people i have ever met. and i wish her the best [truly the best] in everything she does. i know she will succeed. great minds can never be held down. remember... we both got fired on exactly the same day, well fuck that place, we couldnt smoke weed there anyway!