i overdosed. but thats over now. the crazy house made me better. sort of. im going to go to n.a. meetings now and what not. hopefully my life will be on track. * * * im sorry isnt good enough. i cant just say im sorry to the people i hurt. i have to make amends by showing them im sorry. i know for one, that gina is very angry at me, i dont blame her, i would be too. but i will make it up to her and everyone else, one day.