there is decisions to be made. i suppose i am supposed to make these decisions but i dont know the right choice. i should, but i dont. lets just summarize the entire thing. josh- age 30. rich. interesting personality, funny, smokes weed ive never even dreamed of. hes taking me to the ky derby. hes buying my whole outfit. already got the hat($150). people keep telling me hes cute but money changes people's minds. will it change mine? hes at an age where hes ready to settle down and im not. i dont know what those feelings would do if we got into a relationship. stephen- age 22. resides in trailer park. no car, no steady job, no commitment status. love his personality. hes just as wild as me and i feel 100% comfortable with him. adorable. makes me feel like im the only one when we're together, but there are others. could he single me out? will he break my heart? what to do?