i dont know. tim and me broke up this time last year. im on my period and feeling lame about it. i just wish it would of never happened. i cant help but miss him sometimes. i cant help but be jealous of his relationships with other girls. every relationship ive had since then has just been so ridiculous. with mike, i just wanted to get over tim so badly, i just went out there and gave everything i had. it backfired and i just ended up getting hurt again. and when dale came along, i wanted him to be perfect. i wanted to have the perfect relationship. i just put him on this pedastool and he wasnt anywhere near what i acted like he was. and it hurts to think about the fact that dale will always be a part of my life story. and he will prolly never think of me again. he will not remember me. im just waiting for someone to come along. he doesnt have to be mr. right. just someone to have fun with. i dont know. everything feels lonely right now. very very lonely.