when i met raleigh, although i did (and still do) like him, i think i got ahead of myself because i was so lonely. and now that we're a lot closer, i see that mistake very clearly. a lot of little things about him start to irk me horribly. horribly enough that i see we just arent meant to be. im saying this not like im going to stop talking to him, just that things arent what i thought they were. when i (secretly, and psychotically) envisioned us starting to date and becoming lovingly attached at the hip and me moving into his airport-adjacent apartment, i was completely delusional. and let me just say aloud that world of warcraft helped me draw this conclusion. he is completely obsessed with it. and not only am i turned way off by it, but im also disgusted.