sometimes i get curious as to the person i used to be. i read old diary entries from other diaries and im just like, who is this? i have so many 'feel sorry for me im so sad' entries. ugh, i hate it. its silly and pathetic. i dont know why i ever felt the way i did about certain boys. these days, i often forget the ones i used to love even exist. its weird how i can write off people so easily. coldhearted, a little bit. i just never want anybody to be able to get to me like that. i want to have control over my own emotions. so, i let people go when they want or when i want. just gone. like they never existed.