there's dirt underneath my fingernails. i just got off work at ups which is officially the worst place in louisville. im doing actual physical labor. my back is aching. im seriously earning this fucking 8.50 an hour. goddamn. thats what i say after every box, goddamn. i absolutely hate it. and yet, i plan to stick with it for as long as possible. i mean, its free benefits, free workout, and i can wear whatever i want... ok, im just trying to convince myself not to quit. i fuckin just want to lay on the ground and kick my feet screaming i hate ups. * * * anyways, whats new in your life? i miss you.