no work until tuesday. not that i really mind working much at all anyway. but sometimes it gets a little hectic, mostly because i'm not quite completely certain of all the little ins and outs, but i'm picking up everything at a steady pace. and sometimes customers are either stupid, or just dicks, but all my coworkers are really nice and i like them all. surprisingly, i find myself, well, not really enjoying work, but just enjoying the company of these people and it makes time go by fast, too. i wonder what they think of me, and how i've been doing so far. i think i'm doing fine, so i hope i integrate myself right in to the work place with little to no hitches. i want everyone to like me, and i'm trying to be friendly and all that, but i'm not exactly mr.charisma. (so many drugs right at my fingertips! not that i would actually think of stealing any, but it's just an amusing thought. heh, today we went and picked up an entire box of morphine from the hospital :)) and the girl training me, i knew who she was before working there. i had seen her around when i was in high school and stuff like that. i had a picture of her being this total prune, but she's actually pretty cool and really nice, too. i can't really see myself hanging out with her outside the workplace haha, but it's good to have someone like her to show me what's up and how to do things. only 8 vicodins left :(. i think i'll take none tomorrow, and none sunday either i'm thinking, then do a four stack to celebrate memorial day on monday. then i will save the last 4 for a rainy day. and that will be the end of my legal drug escapades for the time being and i will go back to being sober for as long as possible. it's cool that they hooked me up with not the 3.5's, or the 5's, or even the 7.5's, but the nice, strong (as far as vicodin goes) 10mgs. i wish i had a lot of people i know right now to talk to so i could tell them that i'm happy i know them and that even though i can come off as an indifferent asshole sometimes, i'm glad they see something in me that's worth putting up with and staying friends with. because it really does mean a lot to me. even though i love to be by myself a lot, it's wonderful to see and hear from friends.