shit, i don't know what to do. like, i have so many ideas on the way to go about this whole ordeal, but all of them seem wrong when i really get to thinking about them. one of them has to be right, though. there has to be the exact perfect thing to say. there just has to be. that's probably just wishful thinking, but maybe not, and i hope that it isn't. it could be, though. it really could be. and if it is, then fuck. probably said a few wrong things already. probably shouldn't of said that one. or that one. or that other one. or could it be, could it possibly be, that i'm not as amazingly charming, charismatic, and handsome as i think i am? fo' sho' daaaaaang