Ok I'm back. I'm not at all happy right now (which is a shame because I rather enjoy being happy). Mostly because I feel pretty ugly all the time and I feel like I've done a lot of bad things to a lot of different people. I don't have any motivation nor inclination to stop doing bad things, either. But, ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, I will graduate from college in about a year's time and have a bachelor's degree in psychology with a minor in ethics. I haven't decided if I want to really continue for a Master's. I know I'll regret it if I don't, but I'm still debating on whether I should or not. Yes, it is 4/20. No, I couldn't find weed. Had to scrape, scrape, scrape my bowl and finally got enough to get high. If weed were legalized, my life would be great. But yeah, it sucks here mostly because I haven't made any friends, nor do I really want to. I just want a girrrrrrrl. But I also don't because relationships are hard and so much work and apparently I kind of suck at them. Next year, at the start of the semester, I swear to myself I am going to start trying. Oh and my fucking bike got stolen sometime over the winter. Fuck that. There's this kid in my narratives and the self class (ethics/philosophy) that annoys the hell out me. He has this beak-like nose and big, curly, fluffy hair. His name is Nathan. Nathan, you are a douche. You are also retarded for pretending you're a Buddhist, but you're not. Stop taking every minority position on every subject because when you try to argue things that are totally obscene it makes me embarrassed for you. It annoys me, too. You are also an RA in my dorm building, which makes me hate you more. Why the fuck are you majoring in philosophy? What job are you planning on getting? I'd like to know. Why are you happy when I know for a fact no girl has ever even remotely came near you with sexual thoughts? Why do you wear shirts that are too tight and show your nipples? Stop that. It disturbs me. Nobody really likes you, they just put up with you. Fucking douche.