i was seeing double on the whole ride home which made things difficult. there was this really attractive girl there and i was gonna be like "hey, i like kissing. can i kiss you?" haha, i don't know how well that would have worked, but i didn't get a chance to anyway because she left rather hastily. i didn't really care. no one there was particularly ugly but i just wanted to kiss someone. then this girl sitting by herself outside in a bunny suit was crying so i asked if she was alright. and she said yes. i was about to ask if she wanted a hug or something, but then someone called her name and she went. i didn't hear what name was called so i don't even know her name. but anyway, now i'm back home and im still pretty drunk and i still feel like kissing somoene but there isnt anyone now. edit: that sounds like the party was fucking lame and i was being stupid the whole time. but it was actually really fun. i smoked too many cigarettes (so now i have none) and i took too many shots without chasers, so the combination has left me with a sore throat. but oh well, it was great fun. i was dressed as a beer can for a little bit.