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by mercuryrising
I'm really not playing stupid with myself. The old one used to tell me I was "mysterious" all the time and I would ask "Why?" and she would say she didn't know but she liked it. Now this new one calls me mysterious and I say "Why?" and she says she doesn't know. But she likes it she says and it intrigues her or something. I don't know what I do or how I act to come off this way and I don't understand it at all. I wish I wasn't sick because it prevents me from accurately assessing myself. I'm not sure if I feel like shit because I'm sick or if I'm feeling like shit because of a lack of hydrocodone due to random drug tests or if I feel like shit due to just a general disappointment in life. Hahaha, right now I have absolutely no gas in my car and no cigarettes and I can't decide if I want to go spend money and fill up my car with gas just to send nicotine into my blood stream.
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I've always tried to be 'mysterious'... however, being someone who constantly walks into walls eliminates that possibility. How sad, yeah?
Some people just naturally emit that vibe that makes people feel like there's something that they're hiding, something deep and secretive and dark and intriguing.
And secretive. People say the same thing to me. I don't feel like I'm keeping anything from them, though. Maybe it's just because I don't usually volunteer much information about myself to others; they have to ask before it would even occur to me. Maybe you do the same?
Cigarettes are always a yes.

I feel as if my comments (all two of them) are very one-dimensional. Cigarettes cigarettes cigarettes. I will think of something interesting to say later.

For now, I am actually off to take a cigarette break. Coincidentally.