Exactly how am I supposed to accomplish any substantial research when Wikipedia is down at the moment? Actually, I think something is fucked with my internetz because facebizzle, along with fark and some other randoms, won't load. How magnificent that this site still continues churning, though. Things are pissing me off. Lisa can't go to a wedding with me, which will certainly be hell without her, because she can't find someone to work for her. I'm pretty sure that either a.) she doesn't really want to go to the wedding and is using this as an excuse not to attend or b.) isn't trying very hard. Since my brother will be with his girlfriend, I won't even have anyone to get into mischief with and/or those little adventures that happen at family gatherings like these. I won't even be able to court any young women because I am bound by a moral duty to my own girlfriend. Even if she were just to not show up for work nothing would happen. They wouldn't fire her. Any employer knows that it's vastly more expensive to hire a new employee than to keep someone employed who screws up occasionally. But she won't do that because she holds the system on a pedestal higher than it really should be held. I'm not trying to knock her, but I think it would do her good if she were to just stop imagining every situation as if it is going to make or break her life. Let loose and lose your cares for awhile. I actually haven't even seen her for five days. She says she has so much homework that it's overwhelming. Yet, when I was in high school (going to the very same high school in which she is now attending, mind you), I don't recall having this overload of homework she speaks of. I sometimes wonder if this distance is simply an unconscious desire of hers to part ways with me. I somehow doubt that, but I also cannot completely expel it. Regardless, I'll probably see her on Friday, so I will try to assess the situation to the best of my ability. I'm actually making far too much of this, and she most likely does have a lot of homework, but I like to explore all sides to a given predicament. Whatever, I 'spose. I wish I had some Vicodin.