hey, now i know i didn't ask for it, but thanks for having me, mom and dad. umm.. sometimes things can be shitty, but right now they're ok. i look forward to art each day. she's really cool, so at least i'm getting to know her and i enjoy talking to her. and i can tell she has a lot of things to tell that i would love to hear. and yeah, it doesn't hurt that she's absolutely fucking beautiful. and, surprisingly, she's actually pretty funny. it's so annoying when girls think they're funny and you have to fake laughs just to seem nice. anyway, shit. too many entries about her. but fuck it. she called me last night. she was getting drunk alone at her house. i kid not. i might call her tonight. i think i'm just going to straight up say: god damn you're pretty. or maybe i should say beautiful? would saying hot be not as good? i've heard some girls don't particularly like being called hot. apparently it comes off as slutty or something. ohh i've got a great idea on what to say, hehe.