no sleep. fuck i feel off. dunno what she's expecting but we'll see. i'm not getting into a 'relationship' though. way too much work and i don't feel like it, at least not today, right now. depends how she is, i suppose. whatever that means. physically, i feel like going to sleep for about a day or two. emotionally, on the other hand, i am walking with surprising clarity and assurance. today, right now, at least. but still, that mayday song, 'rock and roll can't save your life'.. it is interesting. interesting, indeed. fuck you art class. i don't want to go to you. no work tomorrow at least. edit: god dammit. completely missed my art class. not intentionally, either. "uhh yeah, you kind of missed the entire class. you can't really make up the video sheet." i thought i was going to be really early, too. time was all weird today. oh well.