i can become what i want. i can go wherever i please. no hands hold me back. people can scorn, but they don't matter. i will open all the windows in my parent's house. breathe in great air. maybe i can find an aimless someone to die for, but i will never live for anyone. anything can only go so deep, down to a certain point. it was a fantastic loss that left me. i can become what i want. because i am a fountainhead.